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Happy New Year to you! I hope this new phase of the calendar finds you happy and well-rested. The family and I spent nearly two weeks in the South Island as we always do, visiting family, swimming, walking, and eating berry ice-cream among other things. It was a lovely time, though it felt too fleeting! We came home earlier than we usually would, because of work and other commitments. The photos above are some I took on our adventures. You can see how lush and beautiful it is down there. I'm so grateful to have had that time to rest.

Mid-January, when people are slowly re-entering their work and other ''everyday life'' patterns, usually makes me feel excited and curious about what the year ahead will bring. This year though, I haven't felt very positive. The fires raging in nearby Australia, international politics and war, the pettiness of our domestic politics when poverty and racism is still bad here, our changing climate and many other things are worrying me. As I know they are concerning many people. The things that usually bring me inspiration and joy are my creative work, and enjoying other peoples' creativity through books, music, films, art and even social media. But these things haven't lit any sparks in my mind lately. I keep wondering, ''what's the point of it?"

I think part of the problem has been a growing feeling about my creative work that I can't shake off. That is: in a time that I, as an extremely privileged person, believe I should be trying to simplify and limit my material desires and consumption, what can be done about one of my main joys, making things? My creativity has for many years taken this form. Embroidery, knitting, sewing, and other crafts too. But all of these pursuits involve buying materials and creating more things from those materials. Even when I've tried to hard to use only recycled materials, I'm still making new things. And I really don't believe the world needs more things.

I know these are not new ideas or concerns. This topic has been discussed at length, and brilliantly, on other blogs and last year on Instagram I read some really thoughtful pieces written by other makers. I'm still forming my ideas around this. I may or may not write more on the subject. In the meantime, I would love to know your thoughts, if you feel like sharing them below.

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Somewhat related, yet also contradictory: in the last photo above, you can see one of my current works-in-progress. This is a blanket given to me by my mum over the Christmas period. I remember her starting to make it in the early 2000s and I also remember coveting it. I could knit back then but wouldn't have called myself an actual knitter, if you know what I mean. But this was a project that re-sparked my interest in making things in my early 20s.

The project is called 'squares blanket' and the pattern is from Simple Knits for Easy Living, a book by Erika Knight published in the year 2000. The blanket is made up of 9 squares, which are knitted in a checkerboard pattern, with two panels in stocking stitch and two showing reverse stocking-stitch. The design calls for Rowan Chunky Soft yarn, a bulky alpaca-blend which is now discontinued. 

Mum had completed three of the required nine squares for the blanket, and sent me home with them and the book, needles and remaining balls of yarn. For some reason, I've become slightly obsessed with finishing this blanket and imagining how lovely it will be on the bed this winter. It's really the simplest of knits but somehow the right thing for this month and how I'm feeling about making these days. I did have to invest in some 7.5mm Chiaogoo tips to knit these squares though, as the old plastic needles were not doing it for me! 

See you again soon. 

M XX

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14 responses to “brave old world”

  1. Jeanette Avatar
    Jeanette

    Happy new year Melissa. To not make is to not be………….😀

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  2. catherine Avatar
    catherine

    I think we all think about consumption a lot. Making is so important to me, I hope never to give it up but I am trying not to want more and to buy thoughtfullly. I try not to buy or make more clothes for example, I used to op shop a lot so I have a really good wardrobe. I am focusing on embellising my clothes, so no new blouses but a bit of embroidery on a cuff or a pocket. I am also working on not speeding up my knitting and I embrace ripping back and staring over if required, more knitting without more stuff. I quilt a lot too and I continue to only quilt by hand, piecing and quilting take a lot time and I enjoy that. If I produce one quilt a year that is ok. It’s the process that is important to me. And making beautiful things is good for my soul, a bit like growing veggies and flowers in my garden, the veggies for our table and the flowers for my soul.
    I hope you can find joy in making again as reading your blog and following your creative adventures has always been a treat for me.

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  3. Rain Avatar
    Rain

    Beautifully said. Thank you.

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  4. Laura Avatar
    Laura

    I see what you mean about making stuff… one could argue that all art is unnecessary and not using our physical resources for the essentials but how much richer it makes our lives! And when you stretch your creative muscles by making things you never know where that creativity might show up. I also think of small children, they go through a lot of paper and they figure out drawing and writing and we would certainly never discourage this although much of the paper ends up in the recycle bin (and maybe came from there in the first place?). Mindfully creating and repurposing and reusing materials is great and I hope you continue to make things that bring you joy.

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  5. tinyhappy Avatar

    Hi Laura, thats a great way to look at it!
    I love your analogy of children using up a lot of paper for their explorations in artwork and perhaps I could think of my own work that way, when Im recycling materials.
    Thank you for joining in the conversation, 
    M

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  6. tinyhappy Avatar

    Thank you for reading, Rain!

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  7. Felicia Semple Avatar
    Felicia Semple

    My post disappeared! So I’m going to try again.
    Hi lovely Melissa,
    So here are my two cents;
    1. Beauty matters. And not just the fleeting beauty of nature or the momentary beauty of a connection with another person. But the rather more solid beauty of a material thing that embodies who we are, our values and our hearts. The things you make are beautiful and are full of who you are. Each time I interact with the beautiful bag you made me, I am reminded of our connection but also of your values and I feel nourished. Each time someone asks me about the bag I get to talk about you and your work – which is another moment of beauty in my life. Beauty matters and in the words of someone else who I can’t quite remember “beauty is what we are fighting for”. It is the why for all the politics and the keeping on. We have to hold onto it and allow it to nourish us.
    2. The reason I asked you to talk about giving your work away last year is because I believe that this is part of the answer for all of us life-long makers. I don’t need another frock but there is someone I care about who needs a pair of handknit socks. So many of us are needing comfort and the things we make offer us this by reminding us of our connection to others. These socks remind them each time they put them on of our connection in a way that a transient phone call or a store-bought gift cannot because they represent my time and intention. The material has a semi-permanence that offers us the solace of connection in the absence of the actual human. This is true of so many of the special things we live among.
    3. I believe that we have an evolutionary desire to make things with our hands. Especially now when things are feeling so overwhelming, we have a need for grounding, for solidity and for intentional materiality. We have a need for active engagement over passive consumption. We have a need for purposeful work – even if that purposeful work is now an optional activity.
    I’ll get out of your feed now my friend….
    Fel x

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  8. Karen Hynds Avatar
    Karen Hynds

    Hi Melissa, thanks for your thoughts. I dont know what I would do if I couldnt make posies of flowers and wreathes. They restore my soul and I look forward to seeing more of your exceptional work in 2020. Cheers

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  9. Meg Avatar

    It’s an overwhelming time, Melissa, and I wonder where else I’d find solace if not for nature, if not in the little things I like to make, if not in the example of caring others (like you) who create such beautiful things that are inspiring alternatives to the mass produced, if not in my own making …
    There is love in the handmade, Melissa, and our world needs so much more of that. MegXx

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  10. tinyhappy Avatar

    hello Meg and thank you for your comment. These are very good thoughts, and I agree that the world needs much more love! At all times. XX M

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  11. tinyhappy Avatar

    thank you Karen! Wishing you a very happy 2020. X

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  12. tinyhappy Avatar

    Dear Felicia,
    Thank you for this! Yes, beauty matters. It really does.
    Ive always loved your writing on the subject of why making matters, what it brings to our lives, and more broadly of course. I went back to re-read some of your blog (I felt that the post Craft as a project vs craft as a practice was especially relevant to me right now) and yes, I do remember you explaining your thought process around inviting me to speak about giving + craft. I really enjoyed putting that talk together, and it sparked a lot of deep thinking on my part. I also talked to other makers about the subject, and was quite surprised to find widely differing perspectives on gifting handmade objects. I think I could maybe write a part 2 to my initial piece! 
    Im intrigued by what you say about semi-permanence and need to think on this further. Sending you a lot of love. M XX

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  13. tinyhappy Avatar

    Thank you, Catherine. Yes, consumption seems to be on everyones minds and I really like your ideas for using/wanting less. The idea of embellishing your existing clothes, and feeling ok about ripping out your knitting if its not right and being ok with slowing down the process – I hadnt thought of that before in terms of consuming less. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, and for visiting here.! M X

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  14. tinyhappy Avatar

    thank you jeanette! X

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